As I remove my head from the sand, I see a big, whole world out there..

Well, motherhood is difficult and then add to it a job and running a home and it can get very overwhelming but that was no excuse for me to get into a cocoon, where I have been for the past one year. I was not even aware how I had lost touch with so many people. Today after ages I logged onto Gmail chat and saw a very good friend online. She was very, very angry with me. We were best buddies in the Bangalore office and we moved to the US at about the same time, she came here to study and I came here after marriage. We religiously kept in touch even after coming here and our weekly chats would go on for more than an hour. And then came motherhood and Krish and I just disappeared. Add to it my phone number changed. This made me realize how my life has become one tight circle with just me and my family. Today was an eye-opener. Well, no more excuses, I have to bring back some kind of focus into other aspects of my life as well. I am planning to go back to school. Is that too ambitious of me? But if I don’t do it now, I know I will never do it.