Today one of my friend asked me if motherhood was treating me well and my answer was yes and no. And it is sooo true.There are some aspects of motherhood that I absolutely love like looking at Krish first thing in the morning sleeping so blissfully beside me. It is so astonishing that he does that only when he is beside me and very flattering too:) Carrying him half asleep down before I leave for work. It feels so good to have him wrapped around me. And sometimes he gets up in the morning and his good morning smile just makes my day!
But what I am not enjoying is having to balance home and work. The house is always dirty.ugggh...I also sooo hate pumping, not that its painful or anything , I just hate the disturbance in my routine. I hate not being able to sleep through the night. I hate not being able to drink! Well, i guess the list would go on...Do I want to have another baby? Good question! And you know what they say when someone says that, you say 'good question' only when you know that your question is better than what the answer is going to be:) I bet you din't know that!
